this blog still exists

I'm going to try to start blogging again. For a lot of reasons, I think, but I think also because I am really starting to believe that life is happening right now. Even when it seems like I am waiting for something bigger to happen. I know that if I am open to opportunity and if I look around I will, in fact, believe that there are extraordinary things happening on this oh-so-very-boring-day. So this can be a place to document that. I reread all my old blog posts a couple weeks ago and while reading I remembered how freeing it was to write, and at the same time how incredibly vulnerable it makes me feel. I am willing to risk vulnerability to learn more about Jesus and about life and about who I am and what am I doing here. Most good things in life are hard, and I am OK with that.